Benjamin ~ The Buddhist ~ (a.k.a. Chucky)

i guess this is probably the biggest jump in social activity i will have for the next couple of months so i might as well blog about it :P

today, i went to see a movie with my friend mentioned in my 'the extent of my girl troubles' thread (http://ipower.ning.com/forum/topics/the-extent-of-my-girl-troubles, she is actually on ipower now :D, she is Claire), we had fun (or at least i did, and she said she did :P), alt… Continue

I know i haven't posted a blog in a while, i have been using twitter instead (check it out, my accounts on my page) but this isn't really a blog just somewhere to rant so i can let off some steam and calm down

the following isn't directed at anyone on ipower

I'm really annoyed at most of my friends right now, to put it bluntly, they are teasing/annoying me, but not in the usual manner i am used to, they are making fun of my religious choice (Buddhism), i have told them i don't like and asked t… Continue

Such a boring week, it was basically the same of week 2, although the main person i talked to this week was the person i like (i.e. my crush) and, i was much less anxious than i thought i was, which made me quite happy, because before recently i used to be very anxious before talking to her, but now i'm not, it made me quite happy :D apart from that it was quite a bit boring :P

ok, this is probably going to be a short blog, but that doesn't mean i didn't achieve anything. I can't remember how much i talked to girls this week, although it was a fair amount of time compared to how frequently i have previously talked to girls, but the real achievement this week was that i managed to go up to and talk to girls that previously i had been to nervous or anxious to do so. So all in all i feel i took another step this week in my 'quest' to talk to girls.

on a different note, m… Continue

this will be blogging my first week of my adventure to try and talk to girls better.

My overall goal of this is to increase my ability to make friends thus making me be more social.

This week, was as expected, quite uneventful, but, i managed to do something that was more than i expected. This week i expected to spend like 5 mins talking to a girl i talk to regularly on msn, unfortunately i did not, but instead i spent about 15 mins talking to a girl i kinda like :$ (supposed to be an embarras… Continue