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This past few months i've been reading so many quotes and poems about friendship and love. i thought i wont have any problems with love since i got married, everything seems to be ok. why im writing this? i dont know, maybe im heavy heated person, the pain i feel is killing me and i dont know who to tell it to. I have a lot of friends but can tell them the real feeling inside me. I have a husband who loves me so much and we we're blessed with kids. We just living a simple life and seldom argue o… Continue

I have been dating my boyfriend for a year and a half . For the past few months we had been having lots of fights over silly things. We started going good again, and so i decided to make him dinner two nights ago. I was bored so i went through his text messages. I would have never suspected him of cheating, never in a million years. But lo and behold, he was calling and sending many, many text messages to his ex girlfriend. It started shaking and crying. I packed all of my things and left his ho… Continue

A new chapter of my life started six months ago, when I joined this retail company as an assistant manager. I never thought that I was going to meet someone who would have ability to change my life forever. My first day at work, my mind was totally blown away, when I saw a beautiful young girl smiling at me and the smile was attracting me towards her. I ignored her, but for first 2 months, my world would go upside down when she would walk by me. I was experience something different and I wasn’t… Continue

Walking in a room full of so meany people.
feeling like you dont belong.
Feeling like no one sees you,
but at the same time ever ones staring.
Looking up would only make you what to look back down,
but a voice in the back of ur head keeps telling u
LOOK UP! LOOK UP! U cant! NEVER!
But inside ur just dieing.
Dieing to have any kind of social acceptence,
but u know the truth.
The truth that no one could ever




accept some one like you...

The feeling of hopelessness still filling ur heart all u can think about is wat they will say about a girl like u. Pulling down the sleaves of ur shrit hoping no one will see the sad truth of a lost girl. The truth why ur really here. As ur walking in a room of total strangers... u feel as if ur going to throw up. You know ever ones judging u. Takin geusses why ur here. You just want to scream at them! UR HERE!! U HAD TO DO SOMETHING TO GET HERE!!! SO STOP JUDGING ME! Of course u dont...

Your s… Continue